I'm losing it.
I've never been this way in my entire life. I'm too damn nervous, I'm angry, I want fucking revenge.
But I also want out of the Army. I need some time to get my head on straight. Physically recover, and get ready to return as a civilian.
And then I need to kill as many of those bastards as I can before they get me again.
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Daniel! Your mentality is not that great, but I know your position and I think that I agree entirly. I hope that you can recover somehow, I really really do! I want you to know that things should get better because the universe cares for us in such ways as that. It's stupid to hear but good goes with bad and usually afterward the bullshit goes away for a while. I honestly hope this helps, and if it doesn't you can slap me when you're back. It MAY relieve some stress there.
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